my first experiance of solo

The first ever lesson of solo i was completely nervous not only had i never done solo before but i had also never done practical with that group of people before, it was so daunting. i was constantly wondering if i was doing it right, was i of the same ability as the rest. i felt a huge amount of inhibitions were holding me back from performing to my best ability. i new in my head however that i was accessing the rest of the group aswell to try and find my comfort zone within them . the first practical task we had to complete was based on a piece of text about an individual making toast. it seemed a perculiar task to begin with and had no odea where i could begin. should i use dialogue of my own should i read the text? i feel i was being more observant of the others around me to constantly reassure myself i was doing things right. However, when individuals started performing thier pieces back tothe group i was worried because they were all of a similar style and nothing like what i had done. instantly i decided i would change my idea but without time to think i was called upon next. my version of the extract was ok but i didnt feel satisfied with what i had done at all. this was a good thing however because it made me more determind to do better and be more prepared for the next lesson. i wanted to show the rest of the group that i can do better.